update

So, she doesn't think

she will continue to do this

on a daily basis,

as it is really hard for her to keep up with,

but she will continue to do it

a couple times a week.

On a lighter note,

she has discovered new ways and techniques

for editing pics.

Which means it opens up more possibilities.

The world is her canvas.

she is so very thankful

to be able to call herself

the submissive of

Master Nemesis Enforcer.

Hmmm...

That is the first time

she has ever written that out.

she thinks that she has been doing pretty well lately

and she thinks she has been making Master happy.

Which in turn makes her happy.

But sometimes she feels as if He is just settling,

that she isn't exactly what He wants or hoped she would be.

But He is settling

because He knows she is doing her best.

she just wishes she were able to be exactly what He wants and more.

He deserves that.

With everything He has done for her,

given her,

shown her.

*sighs*

All that she can do is continue to work on that goal.