she is behind a few days
so she will get more pics up soon
she has been doing a lot of running around

she got in an arguement today with Master.
Over something stupid ,
just her being stubborn and whiny.
she should have accepted His answer and went on her way,
but could she do that?
Nope, that would have been too easy.
she proceeded to argue with Him,
she said to Him,
" You have no reason to tell me no, though".
In so many ways is that phrase wrong.
she knows He has every right to tell her no,
on anything and everything, for whatever reason,
or for no reason at all.


she was punished for it.
she had to write 3-4 sentences
about how what she did was wrong
and then rewrite it until it filled
front and back of a sheet of paper,
and she lost her computer priveledges
for a lil while.

she needs to learn to hold her tounge.
Too often does she argue with Him
and it end badly...
she does not behave as a submissive
when that happens,
and afterwards she feels terrible about it,
but in the heat of the moment
its like she loses herself
and loses sight of her goals
and her place...

*sighs*
she wishes she could change this.
she knows it will take time,
but its been so long already,
and she seems just as bad as ever.
Maybe she just doesnt see
any improvement herself,
but maybe it's there.
Hopefully it's there.